THOUGHTS FOR TODAY
Here I'll try to share my thoughts, on how I'm feeling or doing, One Day out of the Week, or maybe out of the month.
1/2022
1/ 24/22 It seems to be one problem after the next, these past months, or should I say the whole year for 2021. 2022 now but that's just a number. A number doesn't change anything. I can though, I have to remain focused even in the worst situations and times, and I will. God's Grace as always.
1/26/22 My Birthday Today, My Daughter has been cooking for me since morning, she made Haitian cuisine, my ex-husband id is Haitian. Also just here watching a movie with my son relaxing my mind. Definitely gotta catch up on my Meditation and Prayers this week. Thank you Jesus for another Day.
2/14/22. Happy Valentine to everyone. Huh, I do wish there were more people on planet that actually know what that word means, putting it to work. Having been keeping with writing on here as much. Just been trying to work from home and find a remote job, my job neglected me this past November, due to not getting the vaccine. Still can't give up though, and definitely don't wanna collect unemployment. I am able to work therefore I should. It was my choice to not get it, due to my Religion. To each its own. I'm also building up my Youtube channel. Can't afford a subscription just yet, to get that Filmora Damn Watermark off my video lol. What's more important is the message behind what I put together in my videos. Anyway 6:39 pm right now. Time for me to deal with dinner and relax. Have a goodnight to All, stay Blessed.
2/22/22 Very strange numbers. Some things in our lives that do happen can play out in numbers. I always pray against it though. My son's dad had shoulder surgery today. Hey Chris, shot out to you, we love you and are glad you're ok. One of my childhood friends too, Birthday is today. Anyway hope everyone is doing well. Oh and thank you to Mike, you know who you are. Thank you for being super encouraging about my Youtube channel, telling me to keep up the good work. So thankyou.
.3/22. Hope everyone is alright. Me, I'm just waiting for the storm to pass. Right now I'm drowning and sometimes floating, and still haven't been rescued or found yet. However, I'm getting closer to the shore. As I'm Peaking my head in and out of water gasping for air, trying to see if anyone awaits me, or at least can see me, from the shore with a concern. Maybe tomorrow I'll be closer, but as I'm getting closer. The ones who saw or watched me sinking and cared not a drop of water FOR ME. I know where they stand as so-called friends. Mike public but private thanks to you for checking on me and Wynisha. Thank you, guy, 's for your kind words and encouragement.
4/12/22. Still waiting for my plane to take flight. yet I know when it does, there's a fog I have to see it through still. I'll hold the yoke steady with all my strength, till I can see straight through to clear skies. Oh, Weary me with my folded heart, no one can find me nor it. Darkened skies and darkened clouds, black has cast itself upon my head these past falling years. Oh ye slow light, will you ever shine on me again... I hate this. To faith I hold, by Faith, I stand. On God's Grace and words.
7/28/22. Thank you God for giving me another job, after 8 months of praying for another one. After being let go because I wasn't vaccinated, and don't have to be for this one. As I work doing Security, I still want my online store with my son to be a success. My goals are not complete so I must continue. God will continue to guide me as he always had since I was a child talking to him. Having faith without doubt and relying on you my lord is everything. The people out there has no idea of spiritual warfare, and how real it is. Things that can't always be seen are at work. Good and evil, the battle for our very soul. Those who are in God know, and are willing to share, and there are those who are of the dark and keep quiet. Everyone wants to hear what is easy and acceptable to the ear. What they can grasp in their hands, see and touch is all they know. They are easy prey, they can't see what's underneath. Their eyesight is limited only to the regular human standards of seeing. Yet they are blind in so many other ways. Living for the moment is all they want. Living for the moment can cause a lot of regrets. I refuse to live a life of regrets, I Live to God and see the long hall, not just the moment. People repeat past mistakes and wonder why or how. Forgetting as we get older we're supposed to become wiser. God, you've seen and still see the supernatural things I've gone through, since a baby and childhood. You've always shown me things and rescued me. These gifts run in my family, yet they don't understand fully because they not living their life to you. If only most people knew that when they say they believe in you, but don't believe in supernatural things happening, how can they say they believe in you when you are a spirit Lord. The holy Ghost, which means the holiest out of every other spirit, and you are the creator. It's so foolish that they really think that when they die that's it. Like they don't have to answer for any harm they've done down here on earth. We are not just flesh and bones, but much more. So much more. You loved us so much God that you sent down a part of yourself to be born in a woman, a clean woman to demonstrate your love for us in human form. To show us how we should be. When you return I pray to be ready and my family. Also those I've helped to see, deeper. Thankyou Jesus.
